Post pregnancy I realised that I had developed multiple autoimmune diseases, however it wasn’t that straightforward. I was told that I had the baby blues and I was just tired from having a new baby, sleepless nights, and every other explanation, which made me begin to think that maybe I was just being lazy.
Others managed, so why was I so tired and not enjoying this time? I used to love looking at my son and daughter and I knew that I loved my child beyond question; so why was I not elated and jumping with joy? I wondered what was pulling me to feel so down and depressed. I didn’t feel motivated to leave the house nor to meet people. I thought that it must be in my head and I just needed to snap out of it. I was trying, but it just made me feel more drained.
No doctor knew what the problem was: in fact they didn’t think there even was an issue, until I saw various holistic therapists. Slowly I took the advice from each different doctor, therapist and naturopath, and started to piece together the puzzle. I felt like I had to become the project manager of my own health. Fortunately, I had a medical and scientific background, so I enrolled in a Functional Medicine course and an Energy Healing course. Slowly I realised that the mind, emotion and physical self are all connected and each part reacts to the other. I had to address the different pieces to eventually find the right doctor to diagnose me and I started my healing journey - a mixture of mental healing, medical interventions and diet and lifestyle changes.